I have just read this & I have prayed for you. I'm also praying that you will find a job/career, a new home, & most of all a relationship w/ the Lord Jesus & that He will get you through this dark time w/ hope as He has for me & countless others. Realize that you are a good mother, you could have taken the easy way out & aborted but you did not. None of us are without mistakes. It was never intened for just you to bare the burden as a single mother alone I believe. I or probally most can't afford to pay months back rent plus what about next month & the month after? My encouragement is to know at least that 2 of your children are being cared for & no court can I imagen denying you to have a relationship w them once you're settled (see Legal Aide, etc). Also praying for that you & your children will be able to be togther soon & that you all will have a safe temp shelter place, that you will be able to train even or just get a better job, possibly affordable housing or situation settled soon. Stop beating up onyourself. The best thing you can do for them is to know the LORD & provide that foundation. Times I believe will get worst for most of the nation but whether true or not He is all we have to rely on. Homes, cars, even relationships will come & go but not Christ if we become His by calling on Jesus & placing our full faith & trust in Him for life eternal beginning now & He becomes our Lord & not us. Know that this is not the end...one day you can be in a position to look back...don't give up on you & your family & most of all seek the LORD in good times & bad. May GOD bless you all.
Have you tried the homeless shelter on America St,the red cross,Churches,salvation army ect?
